Once I saw an ad in a magazine for a website you sign up for and it alerts your boyfriend via text message when you are pms-ing. oh ho ho, I laughed. and then today happened. I think I need to send alerts to MYSELF. before things like this happen...
I told my man friend I want to scratch my own eyes out and that I might be going crazy. It's like I can't control the things that happen to come out of my mouth. I nearly cut off all my hair when it wouldn't look good in a ponytail. I ALMOST cried while watching a 5 minute youtube video of Dancing with the Stars. I HAVE NEVER WATCHED AN EPISODE OF DANCING WITH THE STARS IN MY LIFE. I envisioned myself as the Hulk, smashing mirrors and ripping my clothes of in a fit of rage. HULK SMASH. That is literally the sentence that went through my head.
Wish me luck today. I am liable to snap at any point.
